My results were really sucky. I cant imagine that's my results. Its like all border line nt even an A1. careless mistakes for A-math. REally careless. Dumb me. Haix. Dunno y, its like i cant feel the motivation for studying in me for this yr. I dun like tis feeling too. Everytime i force myself to look at the books. My mind wanted to concentrate bt my heart will always get distracted somehow. & this causes me last minute revision. my mid yr L1R5 results cant even gt me into a poly. How?!

Its really very irritating. I m deproving while others are all catching up. No wonder the shifu say that i will hv a difficulty to overcome when i am 16. i am really vexed and worry. what am i gonna do? Even if i try to meditate to calm myself down, something will sure disturb me. Cant all those things just get away?!

Even the world is getting very complicated. China n myammar having disaster that took away loads of lives. I m really getting restless & helpless. God pls help me. Guide me to have a peaceful mind. my parents did nt scold me for my results. Even i doesnt want them too, bt its like i get really guilty of nt scoring As. Its my expectations too high, thats wad Grace always says. Bt i dunno why. i m a girl who wants things to be done perfectly without any mistakes.

I know its difficult, bt i m like that. Nobody cn change my mindcept. Pls, someone help me out this agony. Its tiring.. I am afraid that i will break down. T.T May god bless me...

Bye.