Monday, April 20

Haix.. Damn damn tired today. slept at 1 plus last night. was thinking about loads of stuffs..

called Siyao at 11plus ytd. and i just cried.. cried all out. i didnt know why. stress i guess and what i had received. i really hate it seriously. those who dont like me, seriously, just fuck off. i am damn confused and hurt alr. i didnt manage to take it. so went to school with a plaster today. i know its a dumb thing to do, bt i just cant take it anymore. i may seem happy or crazy in sch, bt deep inside me, i am sad. real sad and hurt. please.. today sch was fine.slept during history. had chem structured till 5 plus. and guess what, when i was on the way home, i saw them tgt. hahas. a clean break? i dont believe. but anyway, no matter how you fucking tell me or sweet talk to me nw, i dont believe you anymore...

thats all, tired and stressed! going to school tmr with ozir. my new best friend. a good friend indeed. hahas. and gay brother kena scolded my MS TAN. you uh! hahas. thats all. gonna start mugging. ciaoss

P.S. DONT HURT ME ANYMORE! I CANT TAKE IT. I AM JUST A SIMPLE GIRL..