Hmm.. cause i was sad. its not i stomach ache or what. Of course, i mean i had " gastric " cause i didnt eat anything and i ate medicine. yups. i mean losing a best friend its the first time for me. i dont know why, like part of me was dying. After reading that mail on Wednesday night, i started crying alr. Then cried in school too. like marathon. My eyes were puffy after that. Other friends even teachers also say there is no need to cry cause of him. i mean he is also nt my boyfriend or what. lol. After thinking i also felt that i was kinda dumb. But it doesnt mean i dont care for him. He had loads of problems i guess. but i think i was one of his problems. So maybe being normal friends might be better for him then even though its kinda heartbreaking for me. hais.. nvr mind. i just hope that he can be happier. i am so sry for what i have so called "done" to him.
Anyway, to my ex-bestest friend: thanks for like being my listening ear since last year, i really had loads of memorable time with you. i am nt a good girl for you and yup. asking you to quit that thing is difficult bt try okay? its bad for your health. you will always be my bestest friend in my heart but whatever it is, please take care. the next thing i dont wanna see is you getting sick. Sleep earlier everyday ya? and good luck for your mid-years and N lvl.
And to my clique, i will be fine. i just need time i guess. (: i will move on my life. thanks guys. Okay. back to yesterday. I was kind of tired. then ended school at ard 3pm. Went out of school and met Yee Shuen and her BF. Yups slacked there with Jun Jie too. LOl. I finally went to buy cheese fries to eat. my only meal for that day. when i was buying, Khai suddenly like treat me coldly. i was shocked and i asked him why. He said he doesnt want to talk to me. Then my tears started flowing again. Then when he saw he was like it was meant to be a joke. That was mean of him la, esp when i just lost a friend. its kind of sensitive to me.. Then after that. Met Ozir, Shafiq and Siva. Hahas. Yee shuen, her BF and me tgt with them went to slack again. LOL. Then its like Yee Shuen and me kept laughing at Siva. LOL. Shafiq's face like vry stoney. LOL. Then soon Yee Shuen left at ard 4.45pm. I stayed with them. Watched them play soccer while chatting with Clara. Hahas. Oh and just to add on, went to Padang to watch Rugby finals with Clara cause her friend, Saul was one of the ACSI player. Hahas. It was exciting. (:
Okay, continue for ytd, then 2 of Ozir's friend came along. ( forgotten their names alr ) Then slacked for a while and we left at ard 5.30pm. Shafiq, Siva, Ozir and me took 99 back. i was really tired man. But i enjoyed slacking. hahas. Reached home at ard 6.15pm. Msg my gay brother. Hahas. but my last month's hp bill exploded. My goodness! bt luckily its just a bit. Phew.. Still gt nagged a bit. bt yup, my merciful mum released me. hahas. (: Mugged for history. and ya. Still mugging nw. cause i dont have exams for mother tongue. Hahs.. will blog again.
Yup i think thats all.. Lucks for everyone.