Wednesday, May 27

LOST!
Wanted to pon school today cause i really got nth to do in school.
But still went cause wanted to re run my 2.4km.
:D good news!
I got an A alr. Hahas.
13.41min.
i know its still slow but at least it was better than the previous timing!
hmm...
after school, waited for Mrs Chuah with Khai and Clara.
Ate in school.
Then Mrs Chuah send us to science centre to have bio practical. :D
i love those practicals man. where we handle bacteria.
hahas. Hmm then after that,
our whole bio class went to play in the science centre.
Camwhore too! :D
Then went Macdonald with khai and clara to have dinner. :D
Met Aaron cause he working there.
went to ivory heights with khai as we send clara home.
Then left at ard 6.20pm.
Then we waited for bus till like 7pm!
Like what the hell larh. All bus packed sia! bastard.
tired.
went to do some things and went home at 9 plus.
i am gonna sleep soon.. hahas. tired.
i miss my Msister and i miss my dear friend that is dont wanna be my friend now. ):
okay i am seriously fucking LOST!.
i dont know why.
i think i am numb from all the losing of friends thing. ):
i wanna cry,
but no tears.
i wanna go crazy,
but cant.
WHY?!
i think the friend that just broke the friendship with me have his reasons.
mayb cause of someone?
i dont know. ):
i just wanna have a simple friendship.
why must ppl give me problems.
why must it be so complicated.
i am dead.
really dead.
i hate myself and my life.
i HATE it.
friendship-relationship problems.
WHAT IS THIS?!
fuck.
please, help me.
i really cant take it anymore.
to all my friends: please please... i want a simple and long lasting friendship.
to that friend that just broke the friendship with me: i really got nth to say. but i really miss talking to u.