FUCKING HELL!

idk why once school starts, my probs start flowing in.

Being sad all the time.

seriously i cant stand it.

Something is bothering me. bt i myself dont know what it is.

hais.

i think i am getting depression soon.

I am bloody stress!! how?!

okay, O levels first.

112 more days!

starting from tmr.

idk if i can make it! i really really dk.

i cant afford to lose time.

These few days, lack of sleep.

doing amath and emath papers till like midnight.

and then i cant slp.

even if i slp i will have nightmare! help me please.

Bio and history.

its alot of memorisation work. bt my brain just stop functioning.

): i am crying .. really crying.

thoughi might look okay in sch or outside, bt i think i am dead.

i need my SOUL! my MIND!

WHERE THE FUCK ARE THEY?!

argh...

i cant say much nw. i FUCKING HATE MYSELF!

shit! ...

FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!

SOS PLEASE!

ps: good luck for those taking O Chinese oral tmr.

i think thats all for today.