IMPERFECT Ending...

Haix.

Its over.

All over.

i know i am the one at fault.

I am so sry.

Nw that BOTH of you are friends,

at least i am nt so worry lurh.

i caused everything to happen.

I cant forget him.

Thats the reason.

I cried on the way to school,

i was stress.

i didnt sleep last night.

was thinking all abt it.

i know You guys are stress too.

Esp A..

Mayb all the while i dont understand you well enough.

bt you TOLD others.

You told.

O too.. you told A..

In the end you did.

I know i have hurt you guys.

to be frank yes! i was trying to numb myself.

i was SELFISH. i was.

So i dont expect more.

I know you guys wont forgive me. for the fact that i hurt you guys.

i am really sry.

i Know i am such a bitch to all the others nw.

no matter what i say also no use lurh.

i accept it.

i fucking ACCEPT it!

i am so sry.

If you guys want to hate me, so be it.

i deserve it! please dont be nice to me anymore..

even though i want to get back to the time we were all BFF,

bt cant nw i think.

i am nt a nice girl.

In fact i am changing back to my old self too A.

I am! back to the bad me...

i dont want to but i cant help it.

i am seriously sry...

Dont ever ever like me.

i am nt a good girl.

i hate myself!

I FUCKING HATE MYSELF!

i am really really sry...

i am depressed okay?

Os are coming, that alr took up like 50% of my stress.

somemore half of me is dead cause of him..

i cant breathe properly anymore..

i need time.

i seriously need it.

HATE ME! HATE ME ALL YOU GUYS CAN!

my heart is shattered.

it will no longer be glued back.

i am numbed.

finally bt at a price of 2 friendships..

MABEL YOU ARE A SLUT, BITCH!

FUCK!

I SO FUCKING HATE MYSELF!!!