DEAREST BLOG,

Received my prelim results this two days.

Haix. Only got one A.

Gosh. luckily no fail but still bad.

And i am feeling super down again aft revealing the "true" self of my thoughts to him after yesterday's night class.

i dont know why.

i should feel relief that at last he know why am i really confused.

but i just dont feel right. hais.

And i am super pissed at someone at the same time.

What do you treat me as? A substitute?

You think that she is pathetic and you came back asking me?!

What the..

i am nt that kinda girl who will accept this kinda "flirt" i should say.

And to Gab: Just try to concentrate, the most MIA. i know its hard. but its your O level.

You have worked for so many years just for this. cannt go wrong yeah. All the best!

ARGH. i dont know why this weird feeling keep coming up.

i feel so restless and sad.

damn..

DOnt even feel like touching my phone at times.

haix. i just needa concentrate and get down to work.

i think i may be a little "hot-tempered" in sch these few days.

i am so sry guys if i pissed you guys off or sth.

yup..

i need to be ALONE sometimes.

not TOTALLY i mean.

But i needa BREATHE..

hais. yeah. and O levels is 3 weeks down the road.

All the best People. (:

TAG REPLIES:

To A.J.: i feel nt right thats all i cn say. feel like shouting out loud.

To Myai: i miss ya too sister. take care yeah? meet up aft exams (:

To Tony: yeah i am addicted. Not sure why too. its damn nice to drink. haha.