BROKEN.

my heart hurts. its too much. i wanna cry, but there is no more tears left. what i can do now, is to run. i hate being in that situation. i wanna step out of it. i gave u a solution, telling you that i will be giving up. why do you want me to wait? i dont wanna believe thats what you said. but my heart tells me that its the truth. seems like i'm a back up plan. sigh. i rather you tell me straight. dont leave me hanging. it hurts after a while. i really dont know what to do now. i guess, my wall is building up with the speed doubling. cause if not i think i will get seriously hurt.. sorry if i am a lil cold, its part of self defence. you know how much i feel like talking to you like nothing happened before? but its really tough. i have alr did my best by continue talking to you. if one day i cant take it, i will just run. Run as far as i can.

Can anyone feel me? D':


can anyone tell me what to do next?
wait or not to wait?
should i be upset?
argh, going crazy.
i am SERIOUSLY lost..
and heart-broken.

broken....


To Jen.

Be strong.
i wanna run too.
maybe we can run together.
but right now.
focus on promos.
till next thurs.
i will run with you.
jiayous okay?
i love you strawberry!


i think thats all for today.
too upset right now.
shall sleep soon.
nights world.