Stress&Tired

Monday.
The start of promotional exams.
Argh.
General Paper.
i totally have no idea why did i choose that question?!
i practically just murdered myself in the room. sigh.
super sad. ):

the killer question that i did: " What, in your opinion, is a meaningful life."

ARGH! why did i choose that! D:
feel like crying.
never mind,
Paper 2 was alright.
just that didnt manage to complete my Application Question.
*screams*

Thursday is China Studies paper.
Fml.
i dont understand why do i have to study china la.
urgh.
stayed and studied with Missyella till 8pm.
still quite productive. Memorized the relationship between CCP & PLA.

Eating ice cream to chill myself now.
Too bad its not Magnum Gold.
But still i am feeling cooler now.



Shall start doing physics and chemistry soon after blogging.
Going to school early in the morning tomorrow to study the whole day.
i hope its gonna be productive and i will most prolly stay home on Wednesday to mug for CSE.

Oh ya, and i have a weird feeling just now.
i am very afraid people in school might think that i am crazy, weird and unfriendly.
But the fact is, i am FRIENDLY. i am Crazy because i love my friends.
i enjoy time with them!
I hope those who thinks in that way get to see this post!

i am feeling quite down today. ):
i guess its partly cause i am still avoiding and denying my own feelings.
dont dare to face the problem after promos.
i dont wanna know the answer or decision made.
sigh. first time got stuck in this way.
i guess its KARMA.
Really feel like running away.
i guess i will do that soon.


can anyone tell me what to do?

k shall go study now.
Good night.