i always try my best to smile.
even today.
but can you see that its a bitter smile?
i am damn hurt.
not sure if you know that you have hurt me that deep.
prolly to you its nothing.
but to me, its alot.
i really dont know why.
but i find it hard to face you again.
):
this really saddens me.
plus you two are like always together, as in place tgt in a group.
do you think i should have ask you to think deeply?
do you think what i do is correct?
somehow part of me regretted asking you to think hard.
cause i am damn sad right now.
i know its selfish.
but i just couldnt help it.
please bear with me,
i think i need awhile more to completely kill my heart and move on. ):
i secretly wish you all the best, you might still have chance to be with her. )':
sorry to say, but i really miss you, i really really do. )):

this is damn depressing. D:
i cant sleep well nor eat well.
cant focus.
):