i am kinda confused now.

i dont know where to go.

i am for sure retaining.

sigh.

shall wait for the verdict day to see where to go then.. D':

Saturday, 23rd 2010 - Sunday 24th 2010

NIKE RUN VOLUNTEER :D

went to my friend's house on Friday night.

learned break dance from him. (:

but i still cant really do invert,

but oh well.

needa practice more.

Then had heart to heart talk with him and my another childhood friends

they always make me feel better.

though what they say might sometimes be biased,

but it always end up helping me.

Thank you guys, love you guys forever!

Got home at around 5 plus in the morning.

Then slept till 8am!

went for piano.

i swear i played till i wanna sleep.

got home at 10am and i didnt get to sleep.

Mum rushed me out.

so i any how wore one tshirt & went to view our new house.

I FREAKING LOVE MY ROOM! (:

i cant wait to move.

like seriously.

i want to have a new life,

at a new environment.

i wanna put all my sorrows and unpleasent memories in JURONG & nt bringing there.

its sad that i will miss my friends here though.

alright then shall move on.

ate dinner with my family @hougang.

it was freaking nice.

I LOVE MY FAMILY! ^^

needa spend more time with them though. ):

feel quite bad for staying late in school and kept spending their money,

shall find work. (:

got home at around 7.15pm and bathed.

left house at 8pm and went to lala's house.

was damn excited then about volunteering for the Nike run. (:

at her house,

prepared while we talked.

left her house at 9 plus.

and headed towards Marina Square cause minhui they all were there alr.

*was still in my anyhow-wear-shirt* ):

got there around 10.15pm.

guess who we saw?!

WTF some frogs la.

my eyes almost drop out.

plus i was wearing a damn ugly shirt, feeling damn embarrassed.

they were all at the pool there.

so we went to find them.

walao first person i saw was him.

i was like dont know how to react.

then jensi hurt me, she said i was wearing a pyjamas.

freaking sad la.

so lala and i went off to mac to buy coffee.

i swear we were damn unlucky.

kept seeing them around.

then we just dont care la.

@11 like that we decided to go first.

so we went off towards floating bay.

Then we stopped @esplanade cause they were screening some malay ghost movie.

freaking scary i swear.

i was shivering uh.

watched till 12am.

freak sia.

seriously freak me out.

then my exboyfriend suddenly texted me.

"hi mabel, you understand malay uh?"

i was like damn shock.

cause i lost all my contacts then i didnt know who was the sender.

loL!

but i sorta expected it was him from the way he type.

then i asked him why didnt he call me and he said cause i was with my friend.

seriously.

shall now wish him all the best for his O levels.

lol!

miss my sec school friends though.

Hmm. then i saw Aijing, Ying ying and jayne!! :D
freaking happy to see them actually!

ahahhaha!
PLUS THE MOST SHOCKING THING IS,

BAY SIYAO actually went for the thing too!

hahahahahah!
MISS HIM LIKE CRAZY UH, My AH GONG! :D

hahhahha! then in the end we went to eat cause 3am then they start briefing.

went of with siyao they all and didnt go with minzie they all cause i miss my friends.

damn fun uh i swear! :D

hhahhahahahah!

i was damn tired then cause 2 nights didnt sleep.

then i had headache.

gosh seriously can die.

then everything started.

we went to our department there.

the BAGGAGE DEPARTMENT.

gosh. its like we will be the busiest people of the whole event.

had briefing and then divided ourselves into groups.

Dennis, WeiXian, Darren, Alloysius, Samuel and Kenneth one group.

they took counter "O".

then Me, lala, minzie, jiaen, jiayee and jensi one group.

we took counter "N".

It was damn fun okay!

we try to keep ourselves hyped up.

5.30am!

started work.

gosh at first we two groups were competing to see who get the most runners.

so we like damn high.

hahaha!

it was fun la i swear

gaahahahahaha! :D

i said,

"GOOD MORNING, YOU CAN COME AND RECEIVE YOUR BAG AT THE SAME COUNTER, COUNTER "N" LATER AFTER YOUR RUN WITH THIS TAG. ENJOY YOUR RUN!" *WIDE SMILE*

for 2 CONSECUTIVE HOURS NON-STOP.

and stapling and tying rubberbands made my hands sore.

but it was fun.

time passed damn quickly.

finally at 7.30am.

we saw the light.

damn tiring.

then we went to washroom and rest.

but alittle while later at 8.15 like that.

what the shit,

gt people complete the race alr.

theres this 16 yrs old boy,

completed the 10km at ard 36mins++

walao, i damn shocked!

i also wanna run man!

then i went to rest for a little while. cause head quite pain.

woke up,

became worst.

but i started helping out giving out their bags.

it was tiring but fun! :D

walao and that Weixian,

crap all the way! hahahahaha!

hmm then everthing ended at 10am++ and we receive our $25! :DD

so we decided to go eat together.

everyone was tired by then

hahhahahhaah!

Missyella & I were tired but i think cause of the coffee, we kept talking non-stop.

hahahahah!

i guess we were irrtating to them then.

hahahha!

hmm then decided to go kopitiam to eat.

sat at like seperated tables.

3 round tables.

woah, i sat with kenneth, dennis & lala.

i was like treating it as a mini competition by myself la.

see which table sleep first.

in the end jiaen's table slept first.

then minzie, weixian, darren and jiayee's table. they ate till they almost slept.

quite funny! hahahahahhaha!
so in the end we won! :D

hahahahaa

quite lame though.

hahahaa

on our way back,

we were all dying i swear.

Lala and i stood up and slept.

i almost fell.

so i decided to keep myself awake.

and haha!

they way dennis and weixian slept were damn funny!

hahahahhah!

all of us laughed like mad!

the most epic one is,

lala was standing and sleeping like a log.

then cause i was sitting down,

suddenly she bent towards me and said quite loudly,

"MABEL DO YOU HAVE TISSUE? I DROOLED. DAMN GROSS!"

*with blur face*

hahahahahhahah!

ALL OF US BURST INTO LAUGHTER!

couldnt take it man! hhahahahahahahhahaha!

then she awake alr.

so all of us chatted..

i seriously felt damn happy.

like going back to those days when i was damn crazy.

laughing like mad with my friends when we were out.

miss being a crazy girl. (:

then we decided to eat YAMI YOGURT. (:

went to JP with lala, lingying, weixian, darren, Minzie and kenneth.

hahahahahha!

guess what,

i ordered like the take-home pack and ate everything by myself.

damn shiok i swear.

actually its cause i was happy plus like having a little mixed feelings thats why i think i need chill myself by eating that whole big tub.

argh fat alr.

needa run soooon.

then we all parted at around 2 plus @ JP.

i swear i was so tired that i can just sleep on the floor.

went to lala's house to collect my stuffs.

on the train to clementi,

gosh super embarrasing!

cause i was afraid i will fall while standing and sleeping.

so i went to sit beside lala.

then i fell into deep sleep immediately.

i sat at the side.

the train suddenly jerked.

i knew i was gonna bang my head against the glass panal.

but i thought i could hold on to my weight,

but inthe end i failed.

"BANG!"

my head knocked against the glass panal.

it was soooooo freaking loud that missyella woke up okay!

gosh then the two aunties asked me if i was okay and one of them started laughing!

luckily we reached clementi already.

if not i swear i gonna die of embarrassment.

then got home at around 4pm.

woah i was damn tired.

at least 30hours without sleep.

so i took off my shoes and just lie on the floor and fell asleep.

hahahahhahaha!

didnt bathe or change clothes at all. :/

Nat woke me up at 8pm+

cause he said later at night i cant sleep if i sleep too much.

so i woke up and bathe.

i totally forgotten i had my contact lenses on.

lol!

after bathing i was still sleepy.

waited for my parents to come home.

had dinner and i went back to sleep at around 11pm again.

damn tired! like seriously.

then today!

woke up at 6.15am., thinking that it was Sunday.

but in fact, its MONDAY ALR! ):

freaking sick. D:

whole body aching cause i think i am having a cold alr.

didnt wanna attend school but cant.

so i went to school.

school was damn boring!

PW from 8 till 10am.

doing nothing.

then i ended school already.

cause the others have chinese so i was alone.

Rachael lend me her ipod and watch a korean variety show!

hahahah damn!

i swear i looked like an idiot laughing so loud alone at the canteen!

damn damn funny!

hahahahaaha!

i guess i will watch tmr again.

4 hours break tmr!

walao.

had dance just now.

head toooooo pain.

cant take it.

so i rest.

then texted Benedict cause he text me while he was having breaks during rugby training.

luckily he texted me.

i almost died in dance room.

the sight of....

like killing me man.

i secretly hope that "thing" didnt happen at all.

this is making everthing so awkward.

i dont wanna give fake smile.

bt for now its still so hard.

i am trying to be normal.

hope i succeed.

i need time. ):

sigh got home at 8pm plus.

feeling so tired now.

gonna sleep soon.

freak and there's a BIG MOTH outside my house.

i was damn scared to come in just now.

damn scary. )):

okay i think thats all.

such a boring life i have now.

hope there's people that will text me now.

not those lame texts but yeah to chat.

thats all.

shall sleep soon.

feeling damn hell weak and sick now......

and sad.

THIS SATURDAY STANDARD CHARTED RUN BRIEFING.

I CANT WAIT FOR ALL CIPs NOW!

AND THOSE WHO HAVE MY NUMBER,

PLEASE PLEASE TEXT ME WITH YOUR NAME!
MY BOTH PHONES DIED AND I LOST ALL MY CONTACTS.

PLEASE KINDLY TELL ME YOUR NUMBER!

ALL ARE IMPORTANT TO ME.

THANKS! (: