Thursday, January 6

Fly.

Back again.
Guess what, slept at 4.35am yesterday. Just nice my brother's alarm rang. wts.
And woke up at like 8am?! >:(
I am freaking tired. i wanna have a good rest. But i cant! freak it. ):
Maybe i should see a doctor. Insomia is getting on my nerves.

Send grandfather back to malaysia this morning.
cause he got business to do overthere.
I am damn sad when i thought of what he said yesterday. About him leaving the world.
I think cause granduncle passed away and made him realised the time too.
i am damn sad now. full of regrets.
why didnt i accompany him more when he is here. ):
i am sad and scared.
I love you grandpa!

Idiot. Have to go to school tmr for open house rehearsal. WTS.
and i have to see those people that i dont wish to see. UGH.
Luckily i meeting my dear Jensi earlier and she gonna revise with me. :D
thanks JENNY!

Planned to go for all poly open houses one okay?! fck.
Stupid PJC.
But never mind, trying to pull people to PJC to see our open house.
ITS ON THE 12TH JANUARY.

Hmm going to NP with remus, yonghao, shawn, lingling, shimin, hairizad and brandon tmr.
I WANNA GET NP SHIRT! ahahah.
then maybe going SP with Weixian and darren. shall text them when i am going.

ugh. shits. somehow i am feeling troubled again.
AM I SUFFERING FROM DEPRESSION?! lool.
its irritating.
And shopping with mummy tmr night.

Cant wait for Saturday's chingay training and DANZATION@UCC.
Gonna see my awesome babes. @Syafiqah @Aijing.
Teehee.

Shall accompany mum and dad now before i TRY to sleep.