School have started 2 days for the J2s already.Sigh i miss studying with Lala and Rach. )': though i kept saying that i am quite glad to be a kairos. Envy that they are graduating this year already. can only blame myself for not working hard enough. ):
Went back to school for open house rehearsal yesterday.
Sigh it was a total waste of time and made me felt so odd and weird okay?!
i totally hate the feeling of being a kairos at times cause people will look at you differently.
got home at like 10pm when i left school at 8pm.
Met Darryl and Benedict on my way to the bus stop. Chat with them and well, their lives seems so well though all of my friends complaint about J2 work. its better than nothing to do. ):
Walked back home under the rain for like half an hour. )': really very very sad.
Applied for JAE at night. if i cant get into one of those choices, then i shall stay in PJC and study. Still contemplating whether to give up SYF or not. maybe shall just go for practice till i get the posting results. ): very scared that i cant get into the course i want.
PJC open house tmr. got to be in school by 10am with Minzie.
Hope it will be smooth and fun. But i dread the dance practice after open house. god damn it! ugh. ):
i really miss being part of 10S18. )':