i still remember those Chinese songs we used to share.
Our favourite Jay Chou songs,
those we sang it everytime when we went to Chinese Garden.
Those fun times we used to had during camps when we were both camp instructors.
Those times when you send me to school early in the morning.
those times when you send me to my ballet classes.
and those times i danced and played the piano for you...
imy..

but i just treat these misses as a sweet flashback.
you look great with your girlfriend now. :')
And hope ur camp company prosperous...

Its coming back.

you made me think of someone that i once love alot.
the way you talk to me and care for me. sigh... )':
i miss the happy times..
before i was betrayed & eventually hurt...

Unwell

ROAD RUN 2011! :D

Teehee. Managed to get into top 10! actually i was 4th.
But couldnt take it when i was near the end.
Almost fainted cause my freaking ankle was burning.
Super painn!

It was like damn embarrassing can?!
Just sat on the track straight after i reach the end point. ):
Some girl damn nice. She helped me up. :D
but i forgotten her name. hope she still remember mine! :D
hahaha!

Had prize presentation.
so embarrssing too. to limp a little. gosh.
Then slacked a while in the canteen. talked to cute elfy.
then went to lot1 with zad, joel, braly, vvy,. dora, lucas, jensi, minzie, jiayee and lala.
They ate @food culture. lol.
Was saving money so i didnt eat. and was having cramps. :/

Then went to watch 127 hours.
bloody hell.
I TOTALLY REGRETTED WATCHING.
Was crying for the whole show mans! ):
then felt like puking.
Became damn sick after that. ):
Went home with Jiayee & elfy.

Went to eat sundae at admiralty mac.
Chat with elfy till like 10.40pm and cab home.
Feel so badssssssssss cause i borrowed his money!!
D: even till nowsss.

woke up at 9am today.
was running a high fever and cramp like no tomorrow.
So i went back to sleep.
till around 11 plus.
BORED TO THE MAXXX. D:
Did my tutorial and suddenly at around 4 plus.
ALAN AND LINGLING SURPRISED ME!
i was damn shocked.
but touched at the same time. :')
first time people visiting me when i was feeling unwell!

awww love you guys to the max.
They bought like apples and strawberries.
and CHOYA! omg it was freaking niceeeee okay?!
hahaha! i want that for my birthday again! :D

gosh. totally made my day man.
hahah!

went for light dinner @sengkang mac with family.
ate only Cinnamon melts.
then home.
Slacked till now.
fucking shit.
my itouch spoil! ):
worst thing is charger spoil too! ))))):

Going to bring it for repair tmr! ):
sighh.
imma sadgirl93 now.

Hoping it will be a nice day tmr. if nt my weekend really sucked! ):

11:11...

Seeing this number each day,
praying hard that it will be a better day for me and my friends.
But it doesnt seem to be that way.

Feeling so sick now.
Have been spending my whole time in the toilet.
D': I feel like i am fainting soon.
sigh.
So sick.

Stressed up!
Its not that i dont wanna go for practice on Thursday.
From the start in December, my piano lesson have always been on thurs alr.
i cant change it cause thats the only timing.
Dont state any status, you are making me feel shitty.
wts, the most i back out from SYF. its like one less me, makes no difference.
Damn. Sat prac so early.
Fuck. PISSED.

Studies,
why am i not muggin?!
i cant slack already.
IMMA KAIROS, not J1s.
fuck it.

Feelings,
i dont like him already right?
why cant i feel?
i cant treat others like that.
i needa stop everything.
D:

Breaking down,
emotionally & physically....

Back!

School's still alright for me. Just that lessons were boring cause i learnt them before? Haha.

I am so glad Minzie is in my class, if not i could have just die.

Actually my class is not that bad, kinda like a sports class. So fun and cool! :DD haha

I think my sleeping skills improving. hahha! :D slept during chemistry practical just now! Practical ehh. hahah! sians, tmr physics practical! D: i wanna sleeeeeeep!

school ended at 2.30pm just now.

Tried playing hockey! WTS damn fun okay?! i am so gonna join hockey after SYF. ^^

First experience of hockey was fun, played with my classmates like Gary, Nicol, ManHo & ZAD (though he is not my classmate, but he's y bestfriend!)

Fun max. but the ball hit my thumb. had this red mark and blueblack! :/

Then i had a mini icecream "date" with Benedict at the school cafe. HTHT! :') he was my first friend in PJC. Funny guy but with loads of problems too. Hmm. feeling quite sucky from yesterday's accident. Kena molested by some fking old uncle. fk that bastard. Mum's gonna sue him.i dont wanna attend court session. cause it brings back bad memories too. sighhh. ):

Feeling so stress somehw. Kairos is so not easy. i need to pass all subjects man. but i aint studying! wtf. i need to study. i cant be distracted! i hate this.and gosh some guy just irritate my life. luckily lala told me, even if she never say i also found him irritating already since last year. bloody hell. i dont even know him and how can he like me. fking wierd i swear. zz.

Anyway, Just had Chingay last week. :D it was a blast man. Chingay was never exciting since last time until this year. Fireworks were awesome. and Kbox-ing session with Brandon and zad was so awesome! :D Last Saturday, went study with zad, minzie and brandon @starbucks at milenia walk. it was quite funny. then dinn came and i went to watch BALLERINA WHO LOVES BBOY @Esplanade. Saw Jastine on the way.

Bloody hell. the show is just way tooooooooo awesome. i cant wait for crew trnging now. and i am gonna train hard in ballet too! Teeheee. I am gonna be a very good dancer. thats my goal. :D

Okay quite tired, but shall study now! D: Must work hard.

P.S STUPID NATHANIEL YAP, TALKING TO HIS GF EVERY SINGLE NIGHT IN FRONT OF MY PARENTS AND HE JUST GOT A ITOUCH4. SCREW HIM! >:(

It have been damn long since i last posted.
Alot of things happened in a month. Getting over someone, got closer with a new bunch of people, getting to know people younger than me, getting closer to another person again..
Its very tiring but fun at the same time.

but i am still feeling so lost and sick and tired.
idk why. could be just me. sighhh. i dont know what to do. ):
missing those J2s.
i needa study hard man, those J1s this year are like MAD!
start mugging already. gosh. ):

okay i needa get my sleeeeeeeep. one whole week with less than 10hrs of sleep = DIE!