Seeing this number each day,
praying hard that it will be a better day for me and my friends.
But it doesnt seem to be that way.
Feeling so sick now.
Have been spending my whole time in the toilet.
D': I feel like i am fainting soon.
sigh.
So sick.
Stressed up!
Its not that i dont wanna go for practice on Thursday.
From the start in December, my piano lesson have always been on thurs alr.
i cant change it cause thats the only timing.
Dont state any status, you are making me feel shitty.
wts, the most i back out from SYF. its like one less me, makes no difference.
Damn. Sat prac so early.
Fuck. PISSED.
Studies,
why am i not muggin?!
i cant slack already.
IMMA KAIROS, not J1s.
fuck it.
Feelings,
i dont like him already right?
why cant i feel?
i cant treat others like that.
i needa stop everything.
D:
Breaking down,
emotionally & physically....