Sigh pie. 😔 So right now i have to write it out here cuz everything have to go slow. I would prolly lose out if i were to tell him how i feel all the time. I felt like dying when he said we should prolly "break" off last sunday. I swear the feeling sucked badly. Held back my tears and walked in the rain. It didnt help, so i ending up tearing in my room. It was really fucking bad! 😪
There after he suggested that we shld jz be normal friends first. Sighh. How can? ): i dont knw. Bt i knw i need to take things slowwww and not ruin it...