Treasure those beside you. no matter who..

went to visit him ytd tgt with Chyna.

He was sick.

i think too tired.

Was really sad.

But he seemed to me okay..

i really hope he is.

but the way he talk was like, " please treasure those beside you "

"DOnt wait till they are gone then you start missing them"

My gosh, i really wanted to cry when i see that.

Its really so shocking.

But i didnt cry there cause i have to give al my support.

Then stayed there till ard 10pm then left.

Chyna walked me to the bus stop.

Talk alot too.

And this sat will be going for the funeral again.

i think thats the time where he need the most support...

yup okay.

next topic, SOMEONE text me out of a sudden.

Tell you what,

i was shivering when i saw the msg.

Gosh, idk hw to describe my feelings.

Its like confused, sad, a little happy?

really idk how.

But it was only for a short while and no more.

leaving thinking of the past again.

Damn, if you think you only wanna console me, then its okay.

cause you are only making me waiting again..

shit.

i really wish to receive it again but scared too.

whatever man..