Real feelings.

i wanna tell you how i feel.
but its just so hard.
i miss those happy times.
and most importantly actually i feel like talking to you.
i was quite surprise to see you today.
but yeah. short while only.
i really dont expect anything more already.
cause i dont deserve it. ):
sigh,
imy, and i really do.. D':

Next, i think i gonna cute till that short.
Should i? or should i not.
please advice.
sooon okay?
cant stand my long natural straight hair. :/
too irritating sometimes.

And i swear i miss dancing. though its around 3 weeks.

i wanna dance in my Gaynor Miden again.
and i wanna perform for the end of year concert. dont know can or not.
lol!
why is N not online.
wanna talk to him. :/

k i shall go study then off to bed.
too tired.
nights.