PAYM rocks.
haha. yeap, went for chingay informal training at Youth Park with LingLing, Hairizad, Remus, Yong Hao and Shawn today. :D OMGGGG WE LEARNT ALL THE DANCE ALREADY! WOOOHOO! :D
hmm. super tired today though i slept for the whole day yesterday. gosh. and tmr cousins coming to singapore. bringing them to sentosa the day after next instead cause tmr might be a little rush since imma going to school early in the morning to dance with lingling and zad. haha!
cant wait for 2011! might be going siloso for countdown party since i have the tickets! :DD hehehhehe! PARTYYY! :D
and PS. I DREAD 17th JAN. CAUSE I DONT WANT SCHOOL TO REOPEN! UGH.
Wednesday, December 29
Tuesday, December 28
寂寞寂寞就好 by 田馥甄 Hebe
This is my favourite song now. Just kept playing in my head. (':
还是原来那个我
hai shi yuan lai na ge wo
不过流掉几公升泪所以变瘦
bu guo liu diao ji gong shen lei suo yi bian shou
对着镜子我承诺
dui zhe jing zi wo cheng nuo
迟早我会还这张脸一堆笑容
chi zao wo hui hai zhe zhang lian yi tui xiang rong
不算什么 爱错就爱错
bu xuan shen me ai cuo jiu ai cuo
早点认错 早一点解脱
zao dian ren cuo zao yi dian jie duo
我寂寞寂寞就好
wo ji mo ji mo jiu hao
这时候谁都别来安慰 拥抱
zhe shi hou shei dou bie lai an wei yong bao
就让我一个人去痛到
jiu rang wo yi ge ren qu tong dao
受不了想到 快疯掉 死不了就还好
shou bu liao xiang dao kuai feng diao si bu liao jiu hai hao
我寂寞寂寞就好
wo ji mo ji mo jiu hao
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
ni zhen de bu yong lai wo hui yi li wei xiao
我就不相信我会笨到
wo jiu bu xiang xing wo hui ben dao
忘不了赖着 不放掉
wang bu liao lai zhe bu fang diao
人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉
ren ben lai jiu ji mo de jie lai de dou gai huan diao
我总会把你戒掉 Oh WU Oh
wo zhong hui ba ni jie diao oh wu oh
还是原来那个你
hai shi yuan lai na ge ni
是我自己做梦你又改变什么
shi wo zi ji zuo meng ni you gai bian shen me
再多的爱也没用
zai duo de ai ye mei yong
每个人要每个人的孽障因果
mei ge ren yao mei ge ren de nie zhang
会有什么 什么都没有
hui you shen me shen me dou mei you
早点看破 才看得见以后 OH
zao dian kan po cai kan de jian yi hou OH
我寂寞寂寞就好
wo ji mo ji mo jiu hao
这时候谁来都别来安慰拥抱
zhe shi hou jing lai dou bie lai an wei yong bao
就让我一个人去痛到
jiu rang wo yi ge ren tong dao
受不了想到快疯掉 死不了就还好
shou bu liao xiang dao kuai feng diao si bu liao jiu hai hao
我寂寞寂寞就好
wo ji mo ji mo jiu hao
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
ni zhen de bu yong lai wo hui yi li wei xiao
我就不相信我会笨到
wo jiu bu xiang xing wo hui ben dao
忘不了赖着 不放掉
wang bu liao lai zhe bu fang diao
人本来就寂寞的 我总会把你戒掉
ren ben lai jiu ji mo de wo zhong hui ba ni jie diao
还是原来那个我
hai shi yuan lai na ge wo
不过流掉几公升泪所以变瘦
bu guo liu diao ji gong shen lei suo yi bian shou
对着镜子我承诺
dui zhe jing zi wo cheng nuo
迟早我会还这张脸一堆笑容
chi zao wo hui hai zhe zhang lian yi tui xiang rong
不算什么 爱错就爱错
bu xuan shen me ai cuo jiu ai cuo
早点认错 早一点解脱
zao dian ren cuo zao yi dian jie duo
我寂寞寂寞就好
wo ji mo ji mo jiu hao
这时候谁都别来安慰 拥抱
zhe shi hou shei dou bie lai an wei yong bao
就让我一个人去痛到
jiu rang wo yi ge ren qu tong dao
受不了想到 快疯掉 死不了就还好
shou bu liao xiang dao kuai feng diao si bu liao jiu hai hao
我寂寞寂寞就好
wo ji mo ji mo jiu hao
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
ni zhen de bu yong lai wo hui yi li wei xiao
我就不相信我会笨到
wo jiu bu xiang xing wo hui ben dao
忘不了赖着 不放掉
wang bu liao lai zhe bu fang diao
人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉
ren ben lai jiu ji mo de jie lai de dou gai huan diao
我总会把你戒掉 Oh WU Oh
wo zhong hui ba ni jie diao oh wu oh
还是原来那个你
hai shi yuan lai na ge ni
是我自己做梦你又改变什么
shi wo zi ji zuo meng ni you gai bian shen me
再多的爱也没用
zai duo de ai ye mei yong
每个人要每个人的孽障因果
mei ge ren yao mei ge ren de nie zhang
会有什么 什么都没有
hui you shen me shen me dou mei you
早点看破 才看得见以后 OH
zao dian kan po cai kan de jian yi hou OH
我寂寞寂寞就好
wo ji mo ji mo jiu hao
这时候谁来都别来安慰拥抱
zhe shi hou jing lai dou bie lai an wei yong bao
就让我一个人去痛到
jiu rang wo yi ge ren tong dao
受不了想到快疯掉 死不了就还好
shou bu liao xiang dao kuai feng diao si bu liao jiu hai hao
我寂寞寂寞就好
wo ji mo ji mo jiu hao
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
ni zhen de bu yong lai wo hui yi li wei xiao
我就不相信我会笨到
wo jiu bu xiang xing wo hui ben dao
忘不了赖着 不放掉
wang bu liao lai zhe bu fang diao
人本来就寂寞的 我总会把你戒掉
ren ben lai jiu ji mo de wo zhong hui ba ni jie diao
Sad Christmas.
It was suppose to be a fun Christmas in Bangkok.
Flew there on 24th morning. Went to Arnoma hotel and swam. haha. It was super long since the last time i swim. (: then had christmas party at ballroom that night. Freaking gosh! SOME COLLEGE IN LONDON went there for DANCE competition. AND THERE WAS THIS FREAKING CUTE BALLET BOY! ♥ hehe. Then on Christmas, we went on tour together with them! :D OMFG, BEST DAY OF MY LIFE! hahaha. Went shopping at night market, but i couldnt find rings!! D: so i got like cute little cups and cute key chains for my friends. ): hope they dont mind.
Back at hotel, wanted to plan for another night shopping so that i can buy more stuffs and wanted to give a little surprise for my mum cause it was her birthday, but a call came. My dad answered and i heard everything. 11.55am, 5 mins before christmas ends. 5 mins before my mum's birthday. My granduncle passed away. It was too sudden. i was stunned. The last time i saw him was in June when i went back to Malaysia to visit my grandfather. he was there. )': then my mum started crying at 12am sharp. )'': i didnt dare to wish her happy birthday.
Dad ordered tickets to Malaysia for the next day. and so we flew off. Went to grandmother's house to stay. First night of the funeral i didnt go. Cause dad's side cousins came over to grandma's house. then we watched THE CHILD'S EYE 童眼. it was freaking scary at first, but after knowing the background story, it was okay. then watched 小孩。狗 on channel U too. freaking nice. very touching as well.
The next day, i went to the funeral. i didnt dare to see the body. ): but in the end, i went to see. wanted to cry. but i held back. my mum's side cousins were all there too! chat with them while we fold the incense paper! Folded the whole day! both hands were red! then at night. ZOMFG! I TOTALLY CANT IMAGINE WHAT I SAW! 35 tables full of gangsters. those gang heads! freaking gosh. after that then i got to know that my granduncle is one of the gang head too! Some were quite young, a few quite handsome but they were scary! then we went to chant, i kept laughing cause the monk actually spoke in English, cause he thought we dont know chinese.! hahahha bloody hell, then he asked me to stop laughing!
Then it was those gangsters turn to kowtow to my granduncle. OMFG. THEY SANG THOSE BROTHERHOOD SONG. though its all in hokkien, but it was really touching. they actually cried! ): all of us tear cause of that too. i really really admire their brotherhood. REAL gangsters are cool. i guess those other families beside ours were kinda shocked. then that night had to come back to singapore to sleep cause Nat had to attend school for NCC. So this morning, was the day of cremation. ): woke up quite early and went in to malaysia.When we reached, the rest were chanting already. so we joined in.
at around 9.30am. the ritual started. When the monk asked us to go and take a look at my dead granduncle for the last look, i cried. Its always the worst part of the whole funeral. ): then we had to walk a distance barefooted behind the coffin. at that point of time, everyone was crying. i couldnt take it, so i started crying too. My aunt kept shouting for him. ): Even my male cousins cried. The worst part was when the coffin was pushed in. couldnt control my tears. ): I hate cremation. but cause my granduncle lost his wife long ago and hence no offspring. so this is the better way.
Life is so unpredictable. Really hate it when loved ones leave. We have to treasure those beside us. Help one another no matter what. sigh. Bless my granduncle to have a better afterlife.
老四舅！你慢慢走。 我们会永远记得你，你放心地走。 放心地去西边。 愿你下世会更好， 祝福你。
Cant bring him back to life, so all i can do is to chant for him and bless him.
Alright, 2011 is coming. really hate this year alot. Its a year full of regrets. sigh. nothing can be done. i just have to be positive and look forward, working hard to have a better 2011.
Cousins will be coming over to singapore for holiday in a few days time. Looking forward. thats all. i guess i needa nap now. really tired.
P.S I JUST KNEW THAT I HAVE A 4 YEARS OLD, FREAKING CUTE, CHUBBY, WHITE WHITE, HALF JAPANESE COUSIN! TEEHEHEHE. THE WAY HE SPEAKS JAPANESE, OMFG, I JUST CANT STOP SMILING AT HIM! :D CUTE TTM~!
Flew there on 24th morning. Went to Arnoma hotel and swam. haha. It was super long since the last time i swim. (: then had christmas party at ballroom that night. Freaking gosh! SOME COLLEGE IN LONDON went there for DANCE competition. AND THERE WAS THIS FREAKING CUTE BALLET BOY! ♥ hehe. Then on Christmas, we went on tour together with them! :D OMFG, BEST DAY OF MY LIFE! hahaha. Went shopping at night market, but i couldnt find rings!! D: so i got like cute little cups and cute key chains for my friends. ): hope they dont mind.
Back at hotel, wanted to plan for another night shopping so that i can buy more stuffs and wanted to give a little surprise for my mum cause it was her birthday, but a call came. My dad answered and i heard everything. 11.55am, 5 mins before christmas ends. 5 mins before my mum's birthday. My granduncle passed away. It was too sudden. i was stunned. The last time i saw him was in June when i went back to Malaysia to visit my grandfather. he was there. )': then my mum started crying at 12am sharp. )'': i didnt dare to wish her happy birthday.
Dad ordered tickets to Malaysia for the next day. and so we flew off. Went to grandmother's house to stay. First night of the funeral i didnt go. Cause dad's side cousins came over to grandma's house. then we watched THE CHILD'S EYE 童眼. it was freaking scary at first, but after knowing the background story, it was okay. then watched 小孩。狗 on channel U too. freaking nice. very touching as well.
The next day, i went to the funeral. i didnt dare to see the body. ): but in the end, i went to see. wanted to cry. but i held back. my mum's side cousins were all there too! chat with them while we fold the incense paper! Folded the whole day! both hands were red! then at night. ZOMFG! I TOTALLY CANT IMAGINE WHAT I SAW! 35 tables full of gangsters. those gang heads! freaking gosh. after that then i got to know that my granduncle is one of the gang head too! Some were quite young, a few quite handsome but they were scary! then we went to chant, i kept laughing cause the monk actually spoke in English, cause he thought we dont know chinese.! hahahha bloody hell, then he asked me to stop laughing!
Then it was those gangsters turn to kowtow to my granduncle. OMFG. THEY SANG THOSE BROTHERHOOD SONG. though its all in hokkien, but it was really touching. they actually cried! ): all of us tear cause of that too. i really really admire their brotherhood. REAL gangsters are cool. i guess those other families beside ours were kinda shocked. then that night had to come back to singapore to sleep cause Nat had to attend school for NCC. So this morning, was the day of cremation. ): woke up quite early and went in to malaysia.When we reached, the rest were chanting already. so we joined in.
at around 9.30am. the ritual started. When the monk asked us to go and take a look at my dead granduncle for the last look, i cried. Its always the worst part of the whole funeral. ): then we had to walk a distance barefooted behind the coffin. at that point of time, everyone was crying. i couldnt take it, so i started crying too. My aunt kept shouting for him. ): Even my male cousins cried. The worst part was when the coffin was pushed in. couldnt control my tears. ): I hate cremation. but cause my granduncle lost his wife long ago and hence no offspring. so this is the better way.
Life is so unpredictable. Really hate it when loved ones leave. We have to treasure those beside us. Help one another no matter what. sigh. Bless my granduncle to have a better afterlife.
老四舅！你慢慢走。 我们会永远记得你，你放心地走。 放心地去西边。 愿你下世会更好， 祝福你。
Cant bring him back to life, so all i can do is to chant for him and bless him.
Alright, 2011 is coming. really hate this year alot. Its a year full of regrets. sigh. nothing can be done. i just have to be positive and look forward, working hard to have a better 2011.
Cousins will be coming over to singapore for holiday in a few days time. Looking forward. thats all. i guess i needa nap now. really tired.
P.S I JUST KNEW THAT I HAVE A 4 YEARS OLD, FREAKING CUTE, CHUBBY, WHITE WHITE, HALF JAPANESE COUSIN! TEEHEHEHE. THE WAY HE SPEAKS JAPANESE, OMFG, I JUST CANT STOP SMILING AT HIM! :D CUTE TTM~!
Tuesday, December 21
Travel
HELLO! :D
back back! such a boring day today. D:
Mummy said MELBOURNE this morning. and daddy said yes. So it was a MELBOURNE then HONGKONG then BANGKOK trip. So we went and called up the travel agent. OMFG but guess what! ): NO MORE AIR TICKETS FOR THIS DEC!
freaking sad okay?! sigh. so we will be going back malaysia for a week i guess then hk then bk. i really feel like quitting school already. working and shopping make me feel like going to poly more.
And anyway, since my uncles are in melbourne, actually i feel like migrating. its like more fun! (:
i shall go search for colleges in aussie first. (: cause i just have to attend just a year of college then uni! :D hehehe. much much easier. okay shall go search now. :D
back back! such a boring day today. D:
Mummy said MELBOURNE this morning. and daddy said yes. So it was a MELBOURNE then HONGKONG then BANGKOK trip. So we went and called up the travel agent. OMFG but guess what! ): NO MORE AIR TICKETS FOR THIS DEC!
freaking sad okay?! sigh. so we will be going back malaysia for a week i guess then hk then bk. i really feel like quitting school already. working and shopping make me feel like going to poly more.
And anyway, since my uncles are in melbourne, actually i feel like migrating. its like more fun! (:
i shall go search for colleges in aussie first. (: cause i just have to attend just a year of college then uni! :D hehehe. much much easier. okay shall go search now. :D
Sunday, December 19
TO MISSYELLA
Oh well. All explanations done.
very tired of it now. i know about your sickness and stuffs. i understand, thats why i have been trying. you are really thinking too much. and your blog post. i really dont know. you are really thinking too much. all that you have said in ur last post "Disappear". NONE OF IT IS WHAT I HAVE SAID. i really dont wish to tell you what i have heard, cause its gonna bring everything down again.
Your sickness, i have tell no one. i just hope u can persevere cause EVERYTHING that has happened now, is cause of THAT! and i freaking hate ur pri sch friend that mock you to cause u to be like that. AND ONE THING FOR SURE, I WONT EVER FUCKING MOCK YOUR SICKNESS! OKAY?!!!!
last but not least, i think ending this friendship cause of misunderstandings? a bit not worth moreover we had lots of wonderful memories which i wont forget. to be frank, i dont wanna loose you as a friend. i have never had the idea of ditching you ever since the start of the year, when you and rach hated me.
And stop saying what i should just hang out with rachael and the rest of my friends.
i know its childish saying this. but true enough "once friend, forever a friend". you yourself know that from ur sec sch experience. i am not saying that i know 100% about you. but ya, this is what i know from what you had shared with me before and what i have read.
i shall not say more cause it will only cause more misunderstandings. all i want you to know is, i have never every scolded you a whiny bitch and i have never ever treated you badly.
Whatever it is, we shall talk face to face. not just me and you. Rachael as well.
so for now, enjoy ur holidays first while i enjoy mine.
very tired of it now. i know about your sickness and stuffs. i understand, thats why i have been trying. you are really thinking too much. and your blog post. i really dont know. you are really thinking too much. all that you have said in ur last post "Disappear". NONE OF IT IS WHAT I HAVE SAID. i really dont wish to tell you what i have heard, cause its gonna bring everything down again.
Your sickness, i have tell no one. i just hope u can persevere cause EVERYTHING that has happened now, is cause of THAT! and i freaking hate ur pri sch friend that mock you to cause u to be like that. AND ONE THING FOR SURE, I WONT EVER FUCKING MOCK YOUR SICKNESS! OKAY?!!!!
last but not least, i think ending this friendship cause of misunderstandings? a bit not worth moreover we had lots of wonderful memories which i wont forget. to be frank, i dont wanna loose you as a friend. i have never had the idea of ditching you ever since the start of the year, when you and rach hated me.
And stop saying what i should just hang out with rachael and the rest of my friends.
i know its childish saying this. but true enough "once friend, forever a friend". you yourself know that from ur sec sch experience. i am not saying that i know 100% about you. but ya, this is what i know from what you had shared with me before and what i have read.
i shall not say more cause it will only cause more misunderstandings. all i want you to know is, i have never every scolded you a whiny bitch and i have never ever treated you badly.
Whatever it is, we shall talk face to face. not just me and you. Rachael as well.
so for now, enjoy ur holidays first while i enjoy mine.
Missyella Oktaviana.
Okay fine. shall end it here then since you posted it out.
People said you badmouthed about me. Okay and i just let it go cause i really treated you sincerely and i didnt wanna believe. But when we were doing OREPC, sorry i heard it. And as a friend, you should just at least asked where we go. and I was deployed to other counter, is not that i deliberately walked away. But i saw you happily talk to tomio, even tell him that WE left you out when actually the fact is i was deployed to other place..YOu didnt even bother to ask where did we go. During lunch they say go in 5s. and since you were with the rest, happily chatting away of course we dont disturb you. and when i am good to you, i am fuking not acting!
Your secret i kept it all to myself. I didnt even tell Rachael when we were quarelling. And OH PLEASE, the WHINY BITCH! it wasnt even me who said it. and PLEASE you asked people to check on me. Fuck i was damn pissed about that okay?! who the hell check on friends especially when we used to be so close. i trusted you. And you were the one who broke my trust right after you ask Valentine to freaking check on me when i wasnt even talking about you!
I really tried to help you with your sickness. You thought that you are the only one who shed tears for me or did alot for me?! MY GOSH. do you know whatever you say hurt me?! EVERY SINGLE FUCKING WORD YOU SAY! and also ur actions. Do you know it was so hard to even smile to you after all you had done?! but why did i appear okay! cause i thought that we were friends and thats why i tried to freaking cheered up! and you, you just accused me for all you can when you didnt even get to know what had happened?! how you tried to hint me?! why dont you tell me?!
YOu can ask the others, if i had cared for you! I FUCKING DID OKAY?! Race day, i am fucking pissed off. I dont know why the hell are you acting that way. I didnt even leave you out! i tried my best trying to even ask why are you like that! i help you take whistle and you just gave me attitude.! why the hell did you say that you didnt feel welcome. i think you are thinking too much. IF i didnt want you to do, would i even fucking tell you to contact weihao?! for god sake, use your brains!!!!!! And you love running, everyone knows okay?! everyone were shocked that you didnt run!! and you know what, if i really didnt want you to do volunteer, bloody hell, would i even tell the leader that we will be sticking together as a group and let the other volunteers go to other place?!
and you thought you know me well too? no you dont. I know you are those who want just a good friend who can hear you out. Fuck and you dont know that i cant just stick to one? Now i tell you, i am one who cant just stick to one or two friends. Best friends? idk. i treat everyone the same. except those i find annoying or i hate!
when i got left out by you earlier this year, all i did was to try and know more about you guys. i was thick skin even though it was so fucking obvious that to others even no in our class ones knew that you guys hated me!!! i kept going back to my sec sch friends cause i know you guys dont welcome me. but i tried. i fucking tried.!
You can post about me, and why cant i?! i didnt even fucking state your name! whatever it is.
i am just angry with you. cause you didnt even try to clear misunderstandings when you knew problems were coming up! (and when i dint notice) . i admit that i am not those super caring ones. but i do know, i dint treat you badly!
Fuck.
and PS i am not RATHER have many good friends. its good to have many good friends. those who will stand by you. I am not those who will forget old friends. i just wanna tell you, please use correct words. if not, you will FUCKING HURT people!!!!!!
People said you badmouthed about me. Okay and i just let it go cause i really treated you sincerely and i didnt wanna believe. But when we were doing OREPC, sorry i heard it. And as a friend, you should just at least asked where we go. and I was deployed to other counter, is not that i deliberately walked away. But i saw you happily talk to tomio, even tell him that WE left you out when actually the fact is i was deployed to other place..YOu didnt even bother to ask where did we go. During lunch they say go in 5s. and since you were with the rest, happily chatting away of course we dont disturb you. and when i am good to you, i am fuking not acting!
Your secret i kept it all to myself. I didnt even tell Rachael when we were quarelling. And OH PLEASE, the WHINY BITCH! it wasnt even me who said it. and PLEASE you asked people to check on me. Fuck i was damn pissed about that okay?! who the hell check on friends especially when we used to be so close. i trusted you. And you were the one who broke my trust right after you ask Valentine to freaking check on me when i wasnt even talking about you!
I really tried to help you with your sickness. You thought that you are the only one who shed tears for me or did alot for me?! MY GOSH. do you know whatever you say hurt me?! EVERY SINGLE FUCKING WORD YOU SAY! and also ur actions. Do you know it was so hard to even smile to you after all you had done?! but why did i appear okay! cause i thought that we were friends and thats why i tried to freaking cheered up! and you, you just accused me for all you can when you didnt even get to know what had happened?! how you tried to hint me?! why dont you tell me?!
YOu can ask the others, if i had cared for you! I FUCKING DID OKAY?! Race day, i am fucking pissed off. I dont know why the hell are you acting that way. I didnt even leave you out! i tried my best trying to even ask why are you like that! i help you take whistle and you just gave me attitude.! why the hell did you say that you didnt feel welcome. i think you are thinking too much. IF i didnt want you to do, would i even fucking tell you to contact weihao?! for god sake, use your brains!!!!!! And you love running, everyone knows okay?! everyone were shocked that you didnt run!! and you know what, if i really didnt want you to do volunteer, bloody hell, would i even tell the leader that we will be sticking together as a group and let the other volunteers go to other place?!
and you thought you know me well too? no you dont. I know you are those who want just a good friend who can hear you out. Fuck and you dont know that i cant just stick to one? Now i tell you, i am one who cant just stick to one or two friends. Best friends? idk. i treat everyone the same. except those i find annoying or i hate!
when i got left out by you earlier this year, all i did was to try and know more about you guys. i was thick skin even though it was so fucking obvious that to others even no in our class ones knew that you guys hated me!!! i kept going back to my sec sch friends cause i know you guys dont welcome me. but i tried. i fucking tried.!
You can post about me, and why cant i?! i didnt even fucking state your name! whatever it is.
i am just angry with you. cause you didnt even try to clear misunderstandings when you knew problems were coming up! (and when i dint notice) . i admit that i am not those super caring ones. but i do know, i dint treat you badly!
Fuck.
and PS i am not RATHER have many good friends. its good to have many good friends. those who will stand by you. I am not those who will forget old friends. i just wanna tell you, please use correct words. if not, you will FUCKING HURT people!!!!!!
Saturday, December 18
Meeting friends. :D
It has been very long since i last posted.
Many things happened this 2 weeks - HAPPY, SAD, ANGRY & DISAPPOINTMENT.
Shall start with Standard Chartered CIP. REPC was fun @ EXPO. Way more fun than OREPC @ MARINA. Of course, OREPC was okay, is just that, HEARD THINGS that totally made me went MAD & DISAPPOINTED. Seriously whats wrong?! And you went to tell others about me?! oh my gosh, really. ugh, Same thing happened when we went for the route marshall CIP @F1 Pit. Went with Weihao, Reuben, Jensi, Jiaen and my clique. It was alright at first, fun, happy & excited. But i seriously dont know what went wrong?! Can you like just stop making everyone's mood down. freaking frustrated with you that day! its like without reason and you threw a freaking bomb! At least tell us the reason why and not just show it out. it affects EVERYONE. but when we were doing our duty, Jiaen, Jensi, Rachael, Reuben and I were having a little fun. Got quite dizzy cause we had to walk to and fro the Fort Canning Tunnel. SCMS ended on the 5th Dec and i get to know new cool friends as well. ((:
CIP HOURS -- NEAR 50 HRS OVERALL ( REPC,OREPC & EVENT DAY )
Then had my YNDA concert on the following tuesday! :D It was damn fun and i think went quite well. Darryl, Aaron, Hairizad and Rachael came! HEHE THANK YOU GUYS FOR YA SUPPORT! really had fun. then went to MAC after performance to grab some supper. Was super hungry. Then Hairizad's uncle came to fetch all of them. so left me alone and it was around 12++. His uncle actually turned back to wait for my mum to come. Really really appreciated it! :DD
Next, Sentosa ZOUKOUT! on Saturday 11th dec. Hehe. My friend gave me free ticket. :D and i went. It was freaking fun okay?! minus out the sight of people making out and puking. *GROSS* Then stayed till like next day 5am like that then go home. :D
Sunday went for SuQi's wedding lunch. It was damn nice. The cereal prawn. OMG cause we sat with JinXian they all. thats why the adults thought we can eat! IN THE END, WE ATE LIKE 4 TABLES of CEREAL PRAWNS! OMG now i quite sick of it.
HMM. then MONDAY and TUESDAY! went to sentosa with BALLET FRIENDS & SCHOOL DANCE FRIENDS! <3>
MONDAY!
TUESDAY!
here are only some pictures! :D FACEBOOK have more.
haha.
Okay, then Thursday, went for work @ Raffles.
its another fun day.
Went to help Daren out cause he needed help.
Then i asked Jiaen, Jiayee, Jastine and Darren to go with me.
It was quite happy and fun. Jastine and I slack alot!
Omg then around evening theres like TYPHOON! gosh.
The tentages like going to fly away sia! we had to hug on to it so that it wont fly.
and we look so funny! embarrassed ttm!
and i love my "COCKROACH" phone. seriously damn CUTEEEEE! D:
cant tahan.
Friday which was yesterday. Had Metro SIF @ Causeway Point.
I did as a reserve. hahhaha! :D it was still okay quite boring.
and i made a new friend. ( SELL NESPRESSO one )
hahahahaha. i hope to see him on 23rd dec too!
My HONG KONG trip postpone and i am going to THAILAND! WOOOOOHOOOOOO! :DDD
Today, daddy came back.
He bought loads of chocolates from Dubai.
:D damn nice.
i think thats about it.
ITS CHRISTMAS NEXT WEEK! I CANT WAIT! TEEHEEHEEE!
HOPE DADDY GETTING PRESSIES FOR ME! :D
Many things happened this 2 weeks - HAPPY, SAD, ANGRY & DISAPPOINTMENT.
Shall start with Standard Chartered CIP. REPC was fun @ EXPO. Way more fun than OREPC @ MARINA. Of course, OREPC was okay, is just that, HEARD THINGS that totally made me went MAD & DISAPPOINTED. Seriously whats wrong?! And you went to tell others about me?! oh my gosh, really. ugh, Same thing happened when we went for the route marshall CIP @F1 Pit. Went with Weihao, Reuben, Jensi, Jiaen and my clique. It was alright at first, fun, happy & excited. But i seriously dont know what went wrong?! Can you like just stop making everyone's mood down. freaking frustrated with you that day! its like without reason and you threw a freaking bomb! At least tell us the reason why and not just show it out. it affects EVERYONE. but when we were doing our duty, Jiaen, Jensi, Rachael, Reuben and I were having a little fun. Got quite dizzy cause we had to walk to and fro the Fort Canning Tunnel. SCMS ended on the 5th Dec and i get to know new cool friends as well. ((:
CIP HOURS -- NEAR 50 HRS OVERALL ( REPC,OREPC & EVENT DAY )
Then had my YNDA concert on the following tuesday! :D It was damn fun and i think went quite well. Darryl, Aaron, Hairizad and Rachael came! HEHE THANK YOU GUYS FOR YA SUPPORT! really had fun. then went to MAC after performance to grab some supper. Was super hungry. Then Hairizad's uncle came to fetch all of them. so left me alone and it was around 12++. His uncle actually turned back to wait for my mum to come. Really really appreciated it! :DD
Next, Sentosa ZOUKOUT! on Saturday 11th dec. Hehe. My friend gave me free ticket. :D and i went. It was freaking fun okay?! minus out the sight of people making out and puking. *GROSS* Then stayed till like next day 5am like that then go home. :D
Sunday went for SuQi's wedding lunch. It was damn nice. The cereal prawn. OMG cause we sat with JinXian they all. thats why the adults thought we can eat! IN THE END, WE ATE LIKE 4 TABLES of CEREAL PRAWNS! OMG now i quite sick of it.
HMM. then MONDAY and TUESDAY! went to sentosa with BALLET FRIENDS & SCHOOL DANCE FRIENDS! <3>
MONDAY!
TUESDAY!
here are only some pictures! :D FACEBOOK have more.
haha.
Okay, then Thursday, went for work @ Raffles.
its another fun day.
Went to help Daren out cause he needed help.
Then i asked Jiaen, Jiayee, Jastine and Darren to go with me.
It was quite happy and fun. Jastine and I slack alot!
Omg then around evening theres like TYPHOON! gosh.
The tentages like going to fly away sia! we had to hug on to it so that it wont fly.
and we look so funny! embarrassed ttm!
and i love my "COCKROACH" phone. seriously damn CUTEEEEE! D:
cant tahan.
Friday which was yesterday. Had Metro SIF @ Causeway Point.
I did as a reserve. hahhaha! :D it was still okay quite boring.
and i made a new friend. ( SELL NESPRESSO one )
hahahahaha. i hope to see him on 23rd dec too!
My HONG KONG trip postpone and i am going to THAILAND! WOOOOOHOOOOOO! :DDD
Today, daddy came back.
He bought loads of chocolates from Dubai.
:D damn nice.
i think thats about it.
ITS CHRISTMAS NEXT WEEK! I CANT WAIT! TEEHEEHEEE!
HOPE DADDY GETTING PRESSIES FOR ME! :D
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