Wednesday, November 24

Behind THE SMILE is what we call, SADNESS.

It has been a week since i shift.
Travelling to school is a CHORE! 1.5hours! D:
Didnt really miss Jurong, i dont know why.
Prolly cause i was too busy all along. sigh.

My weekends were fun. :D
SSCM OREPC @Expo with
Hairizad, Cheryl, LingLing, Salleh, YanJuan, Brandon, Joel, Vivian, Beatrice and Aaron and the leader, ShiQi.

It was really enjoyable.
& of course i got to know new friends too.
Ben&Jerry FREE for 3 days straight!
It was quite an embarrassing day on Sunday though.
cant say till too detailed.
hahaha.
if not this post will be damn long.


Then went to Katong on Saturday.
TeoHeng.
LOL!
it was cheap. $4 for 3 hours! hahaha.
shall go there again.



All these fun make me dont feel like leaving PJC.
but still i guess i will still apply for poly and see how.

Being a retainee,
only those who retained or retained before in JC will know how we kairos feel.
those who are not,
just shut the FUCK UP & FUCK OFF.
& dont say u know how we feel.

i guess i will just study a little this holidays when i am free.
cause quite busy with concert nowadays.
then it will be CIPs and during Christmas, i will be in HONGKONG! :DD

As of today.
WHAT THE F.
Seriously.
Fucked up day.
i kept being reminded of all THEM.
ALL.and i really meant ALL.
what ever i see, whatever i hear, all related.
Fuck seriously.
i feel so sucky.
and so i went to town alone.

there are some things i dont wish to say.
cause i think its unnecessary.
Hope tmr will be a better day since its the last day of school.
I can sense boredom coming.

PS. I SERIOUSLY HOPE YOU CAN REFLECT,
and FUCKING GET YOURSELF STUDYING BITCH.
YOU DONT DESERVE ME AS YOUR FRIEND.
JUST FUCKING SHUT YOUR FUCKING ASS UP & GET YOUR WORK DONE.
YOU SERIOUSLY NEEDA CHANGE,
NOT ONLY FOR ME, BUT FOR YOURSELF BITCH.
GET A LIFE.
THOUGH I RETAINED, BUT FUCK YEAH, I GOT OUT OF IT.

its just someone that pissed me off nowadays.
fucking hate it.
k i shall stop here.
Eyes closing.
and i am really sad.

SADNESS FILLS ME.
INDESCRIBABLE.
SO EVERYONE,
JUST STOP STABBING ME.
I CANT TAKE IT.
EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN.

SHALL SLEEP OF MY PAIN NOW
as i cry all out.
all alone in my room...